A Place Where I Am No More

April 19, 2022 Maybe in someone's world, I am worthy of a corner space in their heart. Maybe in some people's heart, my existence would be better. But, perhaps they prefer a place where I am no more. Maybe no matter how I try to fit in, I will never be able to fit in.…

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Lika-Liku Dewasa

Pernahkan kalian merasa bahwa menjadi dewasa begitu sulit rasanya? Ketika masa sekolah, kita ingin lekas bebas, bekerja dan menghasilkan uang sendiri, ingin merasa bahwa ada guna dalam eksistensi hidup kita. Ingin membuktikan bahwa kita adalah manusia yang bisa berdiri sendiri dan merasa senang saat kita bisa menjadi sandaran dari orang terdekat. Tetapi, menjadi dewasa sulit…

Nims Diary : Home

Hey, Hey, What do you say? Wanna make history start today? Being insider or outsider, he said, it depends on what our mind choose to be. We might be an insider but feel like an outsider because our mind, -we- choose to feel like an outsider. Meanwhile being at home, feel homey, can be in…

#NimsDiary : Kusut

Pict: tmelindaa.com Boleh tidak aku terdiam sejenak tidak melakukan apapun. Hanya memerhatikan sorot lampu yang menerangi lapangan hijau di tengah ibu kota petang ini. Aku kira aku sedang mendadak melodramatis ditengah my moon day. Mendadak ingin menangis dan ingin mendengar suara mamaku. Tidak semangat bekerja, padahal aku dibayar memang untuk bekerja, namun yang kulakukan hanya keluh…

Sunning

Sun has been shy today Even though yesterday she told me to remembering her when the moon shines Yet today she's just fine No rain, no blaze Just fine She's also there, shines its shine Warm me who read the number six Rank of the hardworking bulls of fortune in the past three years Sip…

Broken Dreamland

It's like the universe tried to speak to me Seems like it sends me messages through dreams and heart beat Those pain and worries suddenly now clear not to be cleared but to be revealed the reason why you know me better If I never sing this song he sang to me Bring him that has…

New Year’s Thought

two days ago Dear Biru, I've seen blue in everywhere. Small thunder, indie music, and read Letters to July from one of my cutie friends. It's been a pleasure feeling doing this amid the haste day by day. I learned something, that someone can be gifted by the miracle of writing. They can vision the…

Dubiousness

I questioned the scene by scene of our life Would it be full of tears or joyful? Million times we re-imagine the simplicity we wanted Is it to follow what'd slated? What a breathtaking view to see you there now unreachable, lost in the emotions Did we risk the life we committed? It's you that…