April 19, 2022 Maybe in someone's world, I am worthy of a corner space in their heart. Maybe in some people's heart, my existence would be better. But, perhaps they prefer a place where I am no more. Maybe no matter how I try to fit in, I will never be able to fit in.… Continue reading A Place Where I Am No More
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Lika-Liku Dewasa
Pernahkan kalian merasa bahwa menjadi dewasa begitu sulit rasanya? Ketika masa sekolah, kita ingin lekas bebas, bekerja dan menghasilkan uang sendiri, ingin merasa bahwa ada guna dalam eksistensi hidup kita. Ingin membuktikan bahwa kita adalah manusia yang bisa berdiri sendiri dan merasa senang saat kita bisa menjadi sandaran dari orang terdekat. Tetapi, menjadi dewasa sulit… Continue reading Lika-Liku Dewasa
Frozen
"The barge she sat in, like a burnished throne"William Shakespeare’s Antony and Cleopatra I am sailing my ship to the unknownUnbeknown to me, the wind drag me out of the place where I am no moreDon't look back, don't whineIt is a place where you'd be fine Since when I act as if possessed with those… Continue reading Frozen
Seventy Seven
It's me on page seventy seven Dying in the human farm Longing the unknown day to come or just want to be tied down Neverland is where we stand among all of the misery we have Promises are always broken to us that considered misbehave It's me on page seventy seven wishing for a hundred… Continue reading Seventy Seven
Delirium from Pastland
I feel that I can little bit understand her. Well not the whole her. Just a bit. And it seems like ... Maybe I'm the one who didn't understand or maybe I'm too deep being tied up in the undertow. I haven't talk to her properly - yet. So many thoughts ... I think that… Continue reading Delirium from Pastland
Once in a lifetime
It calls me ... over and over The joy of love, the feeling of longing, the look of your smile The moment I called Childhood Do you remember the night we spent together to see the comet? we saw the shooting stars too, we slept on the rooftop I think that was our "Once in a… Continue reading Once in a lifetime
High Hopes #1
Feeling of love and longing ... The moment you saw your beloved mom, could be the best moment ever. You may remain silent, but not to miss the show. The world will keep spinning around, and you never know when it will stop. When the story of you're being stumbled starts, remember to still have… Continue reading High Hopes #1
Tears That Worth For
Human! Sometimes don't you feel that the more someone's growing, the more sensitive they will be ? I have no idea how people who has an over-empath-ability can resist with what they feel. Let say, once you have to face the bitterness of farewell, but also the joyous of togetherness at the same time. When… Continue reading Tears That Worth For