April 19, 2022 Maybe in someone's world, I am worthy of a corner space in their heart. Maybe in some people's heart, my existence would be better. But, perhaps they prefer a place where I am no more. Maybe no matter how I try to fit in, I will never be able to fit in.… Continue reading A Place Where I Am No More
Tag: Reflection
Lika-Liku Dewasa
Pernahkan kalian merasa bahwa menjadi dewasa begitu sulit rasanya? Ketika masa sekolah, kita ingin lekas bebas, bekerja dan menghasilkan uang sendiri, ingin merasa bahwa ada guna dalam eksistensi hidup kita. Ingin membuktikan bahwa kita adalah manusia yang bisa berdiri sendiri dan merasa senang saat kita bisa menjadi sandaran dari orang terdekat. Tetapi, menjadi dewasa sulit… Continue reading Lika-Liku Dewasa
Clipped Wings
I want to feel your warm Laughing together, have a tour together - again But then, the more I getting over sensitive, the more I realize .. and the questions churning inside me Is it me who abandon them, or is it me who've been deceived? The more I know, The less I want to… Continue reading Clipped Wings
Bittersweet
the hatred you taught, betrayal you showed, insults you exemplified, those were attached too deep deep down of our hearts, which tattooed by insecure feeling of unworthy and unduly mistrustful ourselves where's the great outlook of life we dreamed? you seemed to deliberate it, seduced by content of intimidating but then this is the only… Continue reading Bittersweet
Tears That Worth For
Human! Sometimes don't you feel that the more someone's growing, the more sensitive they will be ? I have no idea how people who has an over-empath-ability can resist with what they feel. Let say, once you have to face the bitterness of farewell, but also the joyous of togetherness at the same time. When… Continue reading Tears That Worth For
Reminiscent #2
Amazing grace oh amazing grace I want to touch the grace of human Kindness and strength to linger Wandering the deep of heart, And melt as an amber Let's sow the good deeds So we will reap the pleasant Let's embrace the misdeeds And be the better man Amazing grace oh amazing grace The Almighty… Continue reading Reminiscent #2
Oh Bunny Oh My
Lalalala..... There's a little tiny miny bunny hummed cheerfully in the yard. A young lady comes with teardrops necklace. Her face so pale and her eyes seemed droopy. Another boy is coming. He wears moccasin. His face looked happy yet sorrow at the same time. Bunny still humming ... Nananana Bunny gives them mirror. Still… Continue reading Oh Bunny Oh My
Doomed
Pouring rain, the splash to my feet My minds are wandering through the pool of memories, pool of healing Time seems have its own loop Which cause me running as amorous as the pouring rain Avoiding the loop, but it can't help I, -The Wanderer- with the beast hiding inside me, come to the time… Continue reading Doomed