April 19, 2022 Maybe in someone's world, I am worthy of a corner space in their heart. Maybe in some people's heart, my existence would be better. But, perhaps they prefer a place where I am no more. Maybe no matter how I try to fit in, I will never be able to fit in.… Continue reading A Place Where I Am No More
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Aunt and Her World
Hello, there ... This auntie is never feel old. Still mesmerized by those good looking guys who can act in the movies, sing, playing guitar or piano or any musical instrument. This auntie is never old enough to watch Frozen movies in countless time. Or any underrated animation movies. Sing along with the musical movies,… Continue reading Aunt and Her World
Floaters
Tidak, mataku tidak sakit. Ia hanya mengaburkan bayang pasti yang sudah kufokuskan berulang kali. Mengganggu apa yang aku anggap "indah". Aku sering bermain dengan mataku. Semacam mengejar ikan terbang, atau menanti bunga chicory tumbuh dari telur ayam. Tanganku kerap kali menangkap bayang yang mataku munculkan secara mendadak. Bayang-bayang halus yang menembus jauh kedalam dasar penglihatanku. Ah,… Continue reading Floaters
Seventy Seven
It's me on page seventy seven Dying in the human farm Longing the unknown day to come or just want to be tied down Neverland is where we stand among all of the misery we have Promises are always broken to us that considered misbehave It's me on page seventy seven wishing for a hundred… Continue reading Seventy Seven
Sunning
Sun has been shy today Even though yesterday she told me to remembering her when the moon shines Yet today she's just fine No rain, no blaze Just fine She's also there, shines its shine Warm me who read the number six Rank of the hardworking bulls of fortune in the past three years Sip… Continue reading Sunning
Broken Dreamland
It's like the universe tried to speak to me Seems like it sends me messages through dreams and heart beat Those pain and worries suddenly now clear not to be cleared but to be revealed the reason why you know me better If I never sing this song he sang to me Bring him that has… Continue reading Broken Dreamland
New Year’s Thought
two days ago Dear Biru, I've seen blue in everywhere. Small thunder, indie music, and read Letters to July from one of my cutie friends. It's been a pleasure feeling doing this amid the haste day by day. I learned something, that someone can be gifted by the miracle of writing. They can vision the… Continue reading New Year’s Thought
A Something
Sun is set, Time has slated I am a freewill dream Catching meaning See me here lovey Nothing can equal me For you who stand there waiting a not-good poetry i called something Jakarta, December 27th, 2018
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